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In life, we are constantly faced with adversity and “discomforts”. Whether physically, spiritually or mentally, dealing with events in our lives which gets us out of our comfort zones, can be scary and daunting at times. However, it is those moments of despair, insecurities and sudden changes that evolves into the greatness of what is yet to come in our lives and who we become as a direct product of it.
These are the times when the very core of us, comes out to “play” in an attempt to pour out some of that energy which has hit us all at once and has disturbed us so much. Some of us cry, pout, have a hissy fit, scream, vlog, blog, write, have a glass of wine and ponder, call a friend, etc… I am guilty of all and then some! Although, I do refrain myself from calling family and friends, my thoughts are… who wants to really hear about this crap and besides everyone has their own problems to deal with!
I must say however, that lately, I have reached out in other forms, perhaps a bit crazy, but never the less very creative… totally me! NO APOLOGIES It is a personal manifesto of… What you see is what you get. However, if you are having a problem with dealing with it all, please refer to my last post, which gives you instructions on what to do next, titled… If you don’t like it, then STOP looking!
When facing adversity, once the mental torment which we impose on ourselves subsides, out comes the “creative” which grabs the problem like an organic, living piece of clay and the real work begins. We bend it, play with it, twist it and look at if from different directions until we have nothing short of a living work of art, something of our own creation. This always puts me at cause, giving me power to deal with it all. It all comes to a fearless conclusion that no matter what happens absolutely no one can rip me off from me. It is just freaking impossible! Isn’t that awesome?
People can say whatever they want, create problems in our lives, situations and unnecessary crap that we must now deal with, just because someone was having a crappy day! But that is okay, because it is that very “crap” as serious as it may be sometimes, that will now catapult me to the next chapter of my life, so, thank you “sweet person” who created a clusterfudge of endless crap for me to deal with now. So, when that is completely understood, it is on baby, let’s do THIS! Life is nothing but a giant playing field, it all becomes exciting again and I start looking forward to seeing where it is all going to take me.
The worst part of dealing with hard moments in life is the loneliness of it all, when you are a creative person who sees life outside the “circle” instead of the box, not many people will get you or God forbid understand you. Most will actually look at you, judge you, and even tell you that you are nuts. And that is okay too!
When you are a nut who knows it’s a raisin… well, not many people will get that!
However, it is those very people who make me laugh with content and happiness, make me feel warm and fuzzy inside, when later on they look at me and my work of art with dismay wondering… how did she do that? Then, they say, wow you are so lucky, I just don’t know how you do it… your life is PERFECT!
So, for those of you who are out there, getting your hands dirty, working on your own masterpiece and helping others create theirs, I love you and genuinely thank you. However, those of you who are sitting there, pointing fingers and judging others while doing absolutely nothing or thinking that you are better than everyone else, I invite you to create. But if not, that is fine too. I’ll just take off my hat, bow to you, wish you a fantastic day and let me start it by politely asking you to please fuck off!